Loyalty is worth a lot in this business. But sometimes it bites you in the ass.

For about two months, I’ve been waiting to get paid for a job back in November. I took the job because I always take Jon Fordham jobs – regardless of rate. This job would end a few days before Tess and I were to move out. The Big Gay Musical would be a nice way to bookend my film “career” in NYC. My first paid feature was with the same crew on a film called Between Love and Goodbye and it seemed poetic (and probably cheesy) that my last would be with the usual suspects.

And now, two months later, my bank account balance dwindles down to J.O.B. (just over broke), it’s hard not to feel bitter about the events. It’s hard not to think twice about my decision to stick it out, instead of taking jobs that would’ve paid a little more (and probably in a timely manner). Really, it should never be about the money. Loyalty to my boys and integrity are worth more than a higher day rate. I mean, in the grand scheme of things, it’s only 10 days of work on a very low rate job. But $2000 is $2000, especially during a cross-country relocation AND the Christmas season. My family has the producer to thank for no presents this year. But I know what you’re thinking “waaah, waaah, waaaah”. Fair enough. I won’t whine about it anymore.

I’ve been told deadbeat producers run rampant in this business. There’s even a blog about it. (I should say that I don’t think this particular producer is a deadbeat. I’ve heard he’s run into some issues with investors backing out. And many of the other crew members are experiencing the same as I am. Whatever, it’s what it is. Besides, sugar works better than vinegar in this business, so it’s not likely I’ll do much besides pester him with emails) So perhaps I’m lucky to have only experienced it once. Or maybe I just haven’t been in the biz long enough. I sure won’t stick around too long if this turns into a trend. It’s hard enough to find work, let alone worry about not being paid for the work you do get.

This leaves me a bit disenchanted with working freelance. I know there are professionals out there – most of the people I’ve worked with are. But I dealing with bullshit like this puts you on the fast track to being bitter and crotchety. No one wants to be like that.

But on a lighter note, Dave sent me this. I’ll start making my list…just in case it comes down to this in a few weeks.

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